First Day #Confident

Due to lack of good WiFi , thanks for nothing AT&T, this post and most likely other future post will be done on my phone so please excuse the bluntness and any auto corrected mispellings.
I'd hate to say this but today felt almost the same as any other school day, except for the fact that there was no work or homework assigned. Now as for internal feel, it was by far amazing. I was confident yet nervous, felt older than everyone but yet still somehow young in reference to a full life span. Being a senior was so more different with way some teachers looked and treated you, I loved it. Every kid has strived to be treated older and try to act more mature but I have finally arrived at the point where I no longer have to try because I am more mature and I am treated older. But as they said Spiderman "WITH GREAT POWER, COMES GREAT RESPONSIBILITY." This means that I am more accountable for my actions, this means no more excuses on my work and no more laughing at the words like penis and vagina. Adult hood right around the corner and today was the first step out of 180 till I get there. That's why I blog to document each step and to reflect and inspire others. Tomorrow is where the first day of work will probably begin. Fingers Crossed that it will start Monday.

The Night Before

To be blatantly honest, I'm nervous. My final year of high school and the first day is tomorrow. I wish I could be a little more enthusiastic but I can't. All the friends I haven't seen since last year. How do I know they haven't hit some crazy growth spurt of puberty and look like full fledged adults while I look like the same person I was freshman year despite the extra facial hair. I guess that's just me over thinking things.
   Some things that help me relax are hot tea, a warm bath and organizing everything so I'm ready to go tomorrow. There really is no need to worry. It's the same as every other year, except you get the benefit of it being your last year of dealing with high school BS. Now that could be a curse if you don't have a clue on what your doing after high school, but hey, chin-up because you have all year to figure out your next step.